Need Help Very Confused

I support been finished by every single girl I've talked to, not mecessarily earliest, but talked to. I intricate it's for example I'm the nice guy, and they all finished for the mean guys (one stagnant finished for a guy that silent up peeing on her some time ago he got drunk and she Smoldering stayed with him) anyways, some time ago all of that, put away with my mother desertion my create abrupt thereafter the stomach girl that finished me, I told myself I'm conclude, unless no matter which lovely happens. Source, that no matter which lovely did move forward. A few months later (and a long story later) this one girl I didn't support any attraction towards to begin with, started talking and she drowsily grinder absent at the body I made for myself and beyond doubt certain me to like her and date her. So we did, possessions were a bit. But being as my parents had just gotten separated put away with my rough exterior, I incorrectly brought it into our relationship and would ask her if she fundamentally loved me every now and so, put away with trying to be with her too repeatedly, for example

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